She wasn't surprised to feel the familiar fear begin to creep back in, but Blue ground her teeth and simply tried her damn best to ignore it; it had no place here. Not ever again. But it did freeze her immobile when she felt Omega working his way between her thighs--Blue hissed a swift sharp breath, talons digging into his shoulders before she could stop them. It was on the tip of her tongue to tell him to stop; she couldn't take it; it was too much--but then he was lifting her, rough hands familiar on her skin, and she bit back a sharp whimper against his mouth when she felt him hard between her legs.

Unable to keep from trembling all over, Blue tightened her grip on her mate, feeling him move against...then he was there--right there oh God no wait she couldn't--her entire body locked, seizing tight as she shuddered uncontrollably. Her head falling back and eyes closed tight, Blue cried out, a strangled wail that ripped its way out of her throat. Breath whistled through clenched teeth; she tried to calm down, calm down, but the perfect length nestled inside kept her taut and her muscles gripped and clenched, torn between fearfully rejecting or greedily enticing.

Blue felt Omega's frantic heartbeat next to hers, felt his breath hot on her lips, and she latched to both, panting in return and trying to keep her talons from shredding his flesh. She flattened her hands on his shoulders, but instinctively squeezed his hips with her knees for leverage, pulling a guttural moan from deep in her throat.

"...O-Omega..." she managed to pant, breathless, seeking his mouth for a long, deep submissive kiss.