No, damn it, no, that's what he can't take, her crying because of him, her misery returning because he doesn't know how to be the right thing for her.
He won't try to break through her barriers, but he can't stay away from her. Not anymore. Omega collapses in front of her, dropping his hands to hers and his head to her knees, unable to catch a breath through the tight clench of bared fangs. It's too much. He could keep himself away from her, if he had to... but he can't stand being helpless.
"I did it for you," he bites out through the knot in his throat, hot and frustrated and anguished. "I wouldn't have done it for anyone but you. I want to be better for you, Blue, always, I--" He struggles, and shakes his head, forehead pressed to her knees. "I don't deserve you. But I can't give you up. I won't. Because I'm selfish -- I want everything you give me, I don't ever want to live without you."
Omega lifts his head, eyes bright with fire behind them, nothing but the savage truth whether she'll hear it or not. "If I lose you, my life is fucking worthless."
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He won't try to break through her barriers, but he can't stay away from her. Not anymore. Omega collapses in front of her, dropping his hands to hers and his head to her knees, unable to catch a breath through the tight clench of bared fangs. It's too much. He could keep himself away from her, if he had to... but he can't stand being helpless.
"I did it for you," he bites out through the knot in his throat, hot and frustrated and anguished. "I wouldn't have done it for anyone but you. I want to be better for you, Blue, always, I--" He struggles, and shakes his head, forehead pressed to her knees. "I don't deserve you. But I can't give you up. I won't. Because I'm selfish -- I want everything you give me, I don't ever want to live without you."
Omega lifts his head, eyes bright with fire behind them, nothing but the savage truth whether she'll hear it or not. "If I lose you, my life is fucking worthless."